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| "REAL WOMEN KISS BUT NEVER FALL IN LOVE, LISTEN BUT NEVER BELIEVE, AND LEAVE BEFORE THEY ARE LEFT". --MARILYN MONROE heartbreaker, player,cheater......call it what you want, don`t hate the player hate the game, cause at the end of the day......i dont give a fuckkkkkkkkkk. ;)
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| i`m in dr... i came to be with my family after my little cousins death... after i`ve been here for a few days, it's made me realize that life aint always as bad as it seems and just because your caught up in your own world you're unaware of the things going on around you.. literally... on tuesday the day after the funeral me and my aunt went out to the city and we realized that even though our family was goin through mourning and feelin the hurt, everyone else's world was still turning and going on. and we thought to ourselves that its CRAZY how even though our world seems to be falling apart and completely frozen and stuck in one moment, the world continues to turn and move on... without us. this has happened to me in many occasions more than once, and it still feels as bad as it always does. and me being here in DR with my family... has got my mind off alotttt of shitt that has been goin on back home in teaneck.. or the states rather. i dont think bout nothing really... i havent worried bout school.. people come in and out of my head but i dont miss anyone... anyone but my family that is...i've realized that life aint about how many friends u have or friends u THINK u have, its not about how many boys u can bag, its not even about grades and wat college u go to, its not about wat u wear or where u shop, its not about the people u date, or ever claimed u love, hell it aint about none of that.
for me, life is bout the people that have been there for u since day ONE. the moments u share with those people and all the times they have been there for u whether it be good times or bad... its bout the fights and the make ups after, its about knowing that everything is going to be okay and that ya'll will get thru it no matter what the situation maybe...its about meeting new people that light up your life and accepting a new life into the family. smiling when they were born and crying your heart out wen they pass. its about losing people in your life and feeling the hurt like no other, whether it be death, or loved ones moving away, people growing out of each other, friends drifting and some getting close. "its nice wen strangers become friends but bad wen friends become strangers" everyone hates it, but its nothing we can avoid, change...? maybe but theres no avoiding our differences. life is about heartaches, mistakes but no regrets. its about feeling everything u have ever felt with no feelings of guilt, its about excepting YOU. for who YOU are, fuck the world and what they think. IMMA KEEP DOING ME,how i want. life is about ups and downs... thats just the way it is... you're born, you live, you grow, you die.harsh, but shit thats the way life goes
maybe life aint ALL bout that ... but thats MY opinion, and im pretty sure i aint even half down, but since i been here with my family, once again that FAMILY is all i've got, and all i'll ever have, i've lost two cousins this year already and shit has been fuckin tough, but its family thats gettin me thru, no we dont talk everyday but there isnt not one day that i dont think bout my family... and being over here has got my mind off the friends that have fallen off, like we fell off, yes....do i care..i`m not sure.. there are boys along the way.. his heart isnt mind? do i care... yes...but i can deal with it, its nothing thats gonna kill me or break my heart anymore. ya see, i've realized that FRIENDS and BOYS arent EVERYTHING. they're NOT. they arent worth the stress and shit, these people arent supposed to stress us out they're supposed to build us up and shit.. and i`m not writing this to downgrade my friends cause i love ya'll. so dont think i hate ya'll or nething!! but there's more to life than that. we have to live as if everyday were our last and enjoy life... even tho we may lose people we love along the way, we have to live knowing that they would have wanted us to be happy and to live our lives thru them...
it all comes down to..."asi es la vida"(that's how life is..) that's what my little cuz used to say.... man i miss him and love him...e.p.d enrique | | |
| rest in peace enrique january 3, 1996-march 25,2007 al lado de DIOS donde usted deberÃa estar vigilarnos te extranamos ahora y para siempre
angelito vuela... te quiero muchismo!! resto en paz | | |
| "sweep them of stories of misplaced trust, waves of lost love and seasons that my body wont forget how every year in late september, october-- the breeze would blow and i`m forced to remember of how when i loved him and i lost him... "all i got to give is the sweat off my bra, is the tears when they fall...
all i got to give it my everything,knowing i that i could still lose my everything"
--liza garza
some things never change...
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